In the year 2020, amid the pandemic, online courses became the norm, and digital divinity began to permeate everywhere. Gurudev convened a Zoom meeting involving Trustees, Swamijis, Advance Meditation program teachers, and DSN teachers. As I joined the Zoom call, I noticed a large number of devotees already present—over 1600. Gurudev initiated discussions on crucial matters, and amidst the presence of esteemed individuals, I felt insignificant. Turning off my video camera, I focused solely on absorbing His wisdom.
The following day, another Zoom meeting was scheduled for Advance Meditation and DSN teachers. With only around 600 attendees expected, I hoped that Gurudev would notice me on screen. Ensuring I looked presentable, I turned on my camera and awaited His presence.
In His omniscient manner, Gurudev unexpectedly addressed me, saying, “Leela Ramesh, I did not see you yesterday.” His words shook me to the core. Despite my belief that I didn’t matter, Gurudev’s acknowledgment reminded me of my significance. From that moment onward, I realized that each one of us holds importance in His eyes. I am always prepared and aware of my worth.
Leela Ramesh
