Memories flood my mind as the awaited day finally arrives—Darshan on 24 Jan 2023 at 4:45 pm in Radha Kunj. Ramesh remains calm, immersed in his Adult Coloring Book, while I buzz around, eagerly preparing for the moment. “Don’t forget to buy gift wrapping paper and a ribbon,” I remind him for the umpteenth time. Patiently, he assures me, and I eagerly plan to present Him with the book “Ageless Tales” I self-published on Amazon.
The excitement is palpable, akin to a child showing off a new toy to her mother. Ramesh meticulously wraps the book, struggling to tie the satin bow perfectly. With a long list of blessings and gratitude in mind, we enter the Darshan hall, albeit late, finding only two vacant chairs at the far end.
Amidst the flurry of activity, I clutch the book close to my heart, waiting eagerly. And then, there He is—our eyes lock, and His smile radiates the brilliance of a thousand suns, exuding the serenity of a thousand moons. My heart dances, my soul sings, as I anticipate His entrance from the unexpected direction.
True to His divine play, He enters from the exit and meets us first. Ramesh shares his concerns, and I present my book. His words in Kannada, “I will read,” resonate like nectar to my ears, a language of love that transcends barriers. With blessings and rose petals, He moves on, leaving me with a sense of contentment in uncertainty.
Though I may not have shared all I intended, I am not disheartened. For in leaving something behind, there is always the promise of return. With each moment, I eagerly await the next Darshan, embracing the wonder and celebration of His divine dance.
In gratitude and anticipation,
Leela Ramesh
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The divine play of entering from exit door reminds one of Lord Krishna .