Jai Gurudev, 🙏🏻😊
My journey began long ago, and I was nobody until my Guru found me. From the day he decided to lift me, he never let me fall again. I am truly blessed. I am a completely different person now; he gave me everything—life, success, peace—everything.
I had the most unsuccessful career, but he lifted me like a princess. It was unexplainable. He is everything to me.
Recently, I lost my father. It happened so suddenly; he was perfectly fine with no health complaints. He had a stroke and a heart attack. I was at my office when I received the call. At the hospital, he talked to me, but he was in a serious condition. I prayed to Gurudev to give us more time together, but there was no recovery. I realized it was his time and asked Gurudev to free him from pain. As soon as I requested, he passed away. It was his time.
I was in shock. I lost him.
For the last six months, I had an intuition that something would go wrong with him. I shared this with my family, but they said I was overthinking. Gurudev was trying to prepare me for this.
It took me a long time to get out of this. When I felt nothing was working, I connected with Hasan Bhaiya for AMP on a random decision.
From the day I lost my father until my first day of AMP, I never had such a peaceful sleep. During the first meditation, when Gurudev said, “Close your eyes, let’s meditate,” I slept like a baby. I cried after the first session.
Gurudev, I know you chose me, but I chose you to be my father and everything.
– Ashwini Somnathe
